镇静剂不知为什么,我仿佛突然间失去了与现实对话的能力。我能感知到现实的存在,但总觉得自己身处世界之外的另一个现实中。我经常说不出话,感到孤立。我只喜欢雨声,天天盼望着大雨,也许大雨可以阳止一切发生。如果太阳灼热起来,我不知道世界还能否依然让我觉得可爱。当然,有时我还能思念故乡以及土地和父母亲,妈妈总是梦见我,梦见我幸福地象个小学生一样生活。我的堂妹堂弟们指望见着我,他们想与我交谈前段时间(清明时期)集中精力写作完一个品茶的电影剧本,照样是搁置待议,之后连续三周坠入焦躁之中,恍惚间端午节又到了眼前,觉得非常有必要写作一个能立杆见影(无论如何,必须一周内完成)的文本作纪念。纪念时光,纪念自己。其实我需要的只是镇静剂,令头脑清醒、思维快捷的镇静剂,以让我有信心继续烈日下的生活和电影制作。这个文本试图 I do not know why sedatives, I seem suddenly lost the ability to dialogue with reality. I can sense the existence of reality, but always feel that I am living in another reality outside the world. I often can not speak, feel isolated. I just like the rain, every day looking forward to heavy rain, rain may be positive everything happened. If the sun burns, I do not know if the world still makes me feel cute. Of course, sometimes I still miss my hometown, my land and my parents. Mom always dreamed about me and dreamed that I was happy to live like a primary school student. My cousins ​​and cousins ​​were expecting to meet me and they wanted to talk with me. Some time ago (during the Ching Ming period), I concentrated on writing a screenplay of tea products and still shelved for discussion. After three consecutive weeks of falling into anxiety, Trance in the Dragon Boat Festival has come to the front, I feel the need to write a writing (in any case, must be completed within a week) to commemorate the text. To commemorate the time, to commemorate myself. In fact, I only need sedatives, sober-minded and quick-thinking sedatives to give me the confidence to continue life in the hot sun and film production. Try this text