不知道哪一次从外婆家的宅院走出后,就再也没有去过那里。许多年来,每次从它旁边经过,我都会情不自禁地向那里张望,仿佛有什么东西在强烈地吸引着,召唤着我。是的,哪怕是事先毫无知觉,下意识地一抬头,就看见了老宅院。虽然那还是老宅院的地方,可是已经找不到任何的遗迹了。而且,它每次都在变化,变得越来越陌生,越来越疏远,越来越让我认不出它了。每一次向那里张望时,总能看见一些似雾非雾的东西在那里飘荡,然后慢慢消散。我的眼睛每次都是一热,一 I do not know which time to go out from the grandmother’s house, never to go there. For many years, every time I passed by it, I could not help but look out there, as if something was strongly attracted and called me. Yes, even without prior knowledge of unconscious, subconsciously looked up, saw the old house. Although it is still the old house, but can not find any relics. And, every time it changes, it becomes more and more strange, more and more distant, more and more I can not recognize it. Every time you look out there, you can always see some things like fog and fog floating there, and then slowly dissipated. My eyes are always hot, one