我在写作关于彭燕郊、郑敏、牛汉、绿原、蔡其矫、穆旦、郑玲、屠岸、邵燕祥等这些经历大半个世纪苦难历程的老诗人的系列诗歌评论过程中感受到的是难以言说的痛苦与彷徨,因为,中国的20世纪新诗史尤其是当代新诗史实则就是知识分子痛苦、尴尬的思想改造史和苦难、沉沦的灵魂 I feel it during my writing of a series of poetic commentary on the poets such as Peng Yanjiao, Zheng Min, Niu Han, Lu Yuan, Cai Qiqiao, Mu Dan, Zheng Ling, Tu An, Shao Yanxiang and others who have experienced the hardships of more than half a century Is unspeakable suffering and imitation, because the history of Chinese new poetry in the 20th century, especially the contemporary history of new poetry is actually the intellectual pain, embarrassment of the ideological transformation and suffering, the sinking soul