11月4日一大早,我不该上班的日子,因一件偶然的事情,我去了办公室。桌上放着一个信封口袋,是中国书店的公函。打开来,是个讣告。中国书店的老专家雷梦水先生去世了,请我于三天前的11月1日,到友谊医院参加遗体告别仪式。我拨通了中国书店总经理沈望舒先生的电话,刚刚说了两句。眼泪就下来了,我只见过雷先生一两面,并不熟稔,如此失态,突然觉得很尴尬,慌忙结束了通话。心里闷得透不过气来。这种莫名的情绪,连自己也感到了惊讶。因为这封迟到的信函,使我对于去者失掉了最后 Early on November 4, I should not go to work day, because of a fortuitous thing, I went to the office. There was an envelope pocket on the desk, an official letter from a Chinese bookstore. Open, is an obituary. Lei Mengshui, an old expert from the Chinese bookstore, passed away and invited me to attend the remains of the farewell ceremony at Friendship Hospital on November 1 of three days ago. I called Mr. Shen Wangshu, general manager of China Bookstore, just two sentences. Tears down, and I have only seen Mr. Ray one or two sides, and not familiar with, so disheartened, suddenly felt very awkward, hurriedly ended the call. Heart bored breathless. This kind of inexplicable emotions, even myself also surprised. Because of this late letter, I lost my life to the last