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每每提笔想写写我的母亲,又搁下了。不是没东西写,而是写不了。人没到一定的年龄,没经历过一些事情,就把握不住人生中一些重大的事情,比如说:自杀。我的母亲是在二十八岁时自杀身亡的。二十八岁,花正艳丽的年龄。没有遗言,没有遗书,甚至没有说得过去的理由。在赣南山区的一座疗养院,母亲选了一个飘着山岚的仲夏清晨,将自己沉没在水井里。母亲的噩耗传到家中时,我和妹妹正在小学教室里上课,小弟还是怀中的幼儿。
Every time I wanted to write my mother, I put it aside. Not nothing to write, but can not write. People did not reach a certain age, did not experience some things, can not grasp some major things in life, for example: suicide. My mother committed suicide at the age of twenty-eight. Twenty-eight years old, flowers are gorgeous age. No last words, no suicide note, not even justified. In a sanitarium in the mountains of southern Jiangxi, her mother picked up a midsummer morning floating in the mountains and sunk himself in a well. When my mother’s bad news reached my house, my sister and I were in class in the primary school classroom, and my younger brother still had a baby in her arms.