我是在1975年12月22日,毛泽东号召知识青年上山下乡,接受贫下中农再教育“光辉”指示发表7周年纪念日,到山区农村“插队”务农的。这一天,正好是农历“冬至”。在潮汕地区,这是一个团圆的日子,每家每户都在用糯米粉“搓圆”,用甜甜的糖水煮出一锅锅汤圆,寄托甜甜蜜蜜、团团圆圆的美好企盼。但是,正是这一天,我带着初涉世者的惶惑的心绪,带着客观上被家庭放弃、主观上为家庭牺牲的复杂而忧伤的心清,尽可能地显得从容、自信地离开了家。 I was on December 22, 1975, Mao Zedong called for young people to go to the countryside to educate young people, and to accept the “glorious” education of the poor middle peasants and re-education on the 7th anniversary. This day, happens to be the Lunar New Year “winter solstice.” In the Chaoshan area, this is a happy day, every household is using glutinous rice flour “rub”, with a sweet pot of boiling water to make a pot of rice dumpling, sweet and honey, round the beautiful look forward to. However, it was on this day that I, with the apprehension of the newly-beings in the world, took the complex and sad heart that objectively was abandoned by the family and subjectively sacrificed for the family, and seemed as calm and confident as possible to leave home .