认识我的人都说我是个外向开朗的女孩,我的父母也这么说。爱笑,一笑就露出一对小虎牙,能说会道的嘴巴,还有硕士学历和一个优秀的男朋友,这一切让人都误以为我是一个无忧无虑和幸福的开心果。其实当我一个人安静下来的时候,心里好烦躁:毕业几个月了,所谓的“高学历人才”每天做的工作类似打杂,干得自己没劲死了。其实,也不怨别人,我所在的这家省级设计院,是拥有各类甲级资质的那类单位,里面有一群经验丰富的专家和高工,用一位处长的话说,研究生算什么,我们工程设计要的是经验,要的是牌子!而我,只不过是一所不入流的大学毕业的新人。于是,每天打字、复印,出图,整个一个打杂的。我做活儿很勤快,也很累,有时也会有怨言,可埋怨归埋怨,我还是不敢松懈,院里研究生寥寥无几,咱可不能给硕士丢人不是!我一边自嘲,一边鼓励自己。工作快半年了,设计的工作我只接触 People who know me say I’m an outgoing girl and my parents say that too. Love laugh, smile to reveal a pair of tiger teeth, talking mouth, as well as master’s degree and a good boyfriend, all this people mistakenly think I am a carefree and happy pistachio. In fact, when I was quiet, my heart was very upset: a few months after graduation, the so-called “highly educated people ” every day to do a similar job, do their own die hard. In fact, do not blame others, where I am the provincial design institute, is a Class A qualification of all kinds of units, which has a group of experienced experts and engineers, with a director’s words, What, our engineering design is the experience, what is the brand! And I, just a new graduate who does not inflows. So, every day typing, copying, plotting, the whole one miscellaneous. I’m very diligent and tired to do my work, and I sometimes complain and complain to complain. I still can not relax myself. There are only a few graduate students in the hospital, and I can not give my master a disgrace! I laugh at myself and encourage myself. Half a year’s work, the design work I only contact