我是一个什么都明白的人,脑子里的理性一点都不少,只是做不来心的主罢了。这叫作茧自缚。我又是一个挑剔的人,越是做牺牲就越是不满足,倒不是世俗的讨价还价,是处于对生活的对等、默契的渴望。结果对等、默契自是达不到,达到的,又有了失望之后新一轮的想象和渴望。比如写作写不下去了,我会抽烟。在烟雾里缓一 I am a person who knows everything. There is a lot of rationality in my mind. This is called a cocoon. I am also a critical person. The more I am dissatisfied with the sacrifices I make, the more I am not a secular bargaining one, which is the desire for reciprocal and tacit understanding of life. The result is equal, the tacit agreement is reached, reached, and disappointed after a new round of imagination and desire. Such as writing can not write, I will smoke. Slow down in the smoke