我是家里的女孩子，父亲却好像从来没有流露出对我特别的爱。在我的小心眼儿里，父爱全部给了我的哥哥，离我却是那么遥远。幼儿园和小学就在父亲的不经意中度过，上学放学就像父亲打工的早出晚归，顺其自然，他不关心我的学习，尤如不关心庄稼收成。可是，当我考上了孙庄中学 I was a girl at home. My father never seemed to show a special love for me. In my carefree eyes, my father loved my brother and it was so far away from me. Kindergarten and elementary school were spent inadvertently by their father. Going to school was like the early and late return of father’s work. Naturally, he did not care about my studies, and he did not care about the crop harvest. However, when I was admitted to Sun Zhuang Middle School