见到茂森是个雨后初晴的日子,他穿着一件乳白色的高领毛衣,一个真皮的大背包斜挎在肩上,看起来是那么阳光,但眼神里是无法掩饰的忧虑。我们沿着一条生长着法国梧桐的林荫路慢慢走着,不远处的车流仿佛离我们越来越远。茂森的声音渐渐急促起来,急于说出他内心的不安和困扰……我和女友非常相爱,但我们爱的好累,活得也好累。平时的她温柔可爱,对我非常好。但只要她对我有不满,便会采特殊的方式来表达她的情感——自虐。我常常对她说:“我要是惹你生气了,你就咬我吧。你咬在你的身上,却疼在我的心上。”这时,她便会开心地笑了,而我的心里却无比痛苦…… Seeing that Maosen was early clear day after rain, he wore a white turtleneck sweater and a large leather backpack slung over his shoulders, looking so sunny, but he could not hide his eyes. We walked slowly along the tree-lined road that grows Platanus, and the traffic not far away seems to be farther and farther away from us. Mao Sen’s voice is gradually hurried up, eager to say his inner worries and distress ... ... and my girlfriend is very much in love, but we love tired, live tired. Her gentle and lovely, usually very good to me. But as long as she is dissatisfied with me, she will adopt a special way to express her feelings - self-flagellation. I often say to her: “If you make you angry, you bite me, you bite on your body, but hurt in my heart.” At this time, she would laugh happily, and my But my heart is extremely painful ......