我已经是大四的学生,正在考研。今天是很不好的一天,我生病了,很想家,觉得自己可能考不上,很绝望。回望路茫茫,很沮丧。在我想学习的时候我却把台灯拌坏了,那一刻真的想哭,但我没有,直到接到父亲的电话。他问我钱还够不够,挂上电话,我哭了,原来再深的关于自己的绝望与沮丧都比不上我对家人的愧疚。 I’m already a senior student and I’m studying postgraduate. Today is a very bad day. I am sick, I am very homesick and feel that I may not be able to pass the exam. I am desperate. Looking back at the road, it was frustrating. When I wanted to study, I broke the lamp and I really wanted to cry at the moment, but I didn’t until I received a call from my father. He asked me that the money was not enough, so I hung up on the phone and I cried. The deep despair and frustration I felt about myself was not comparable to my family’s embarrassment.