感应师触摸到的是人的骨内,感觉到的却是灵魂。①我坐在汽车旅馆一间漆黑的房间里。房间外面乌漆墨黑,但我依然将百叶窗放了下来,这样她进房间时便不会看见我。那样她一定会转过身去开灯。我不喜欢黑暗。我喝着苏格兰威士忌,酒里面还加了安眠药片,这样我便无须凝视黑暗,因为漆黑的房间迟早会变成那间黑暗的 Inducers touch the human bone, the feeling is the soul. ① I am sitting in a dark room in a motel. The black paint was dark outside the room, but I still put the blinds down so she would not see me when she entered the room. That way she will turn around and turn on the light. I do not like darkness I drank scotch whiskey and added sleeping pills to the wine so that I would not have to stare at the darkness because the dark room would sooner or later be dark