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41岁时,我在美国工作,因为颈部长了大包块前去医院就诊,经检查后是“甲状腺腺癌”,美国医生很明确地告诉我“It’s malignant”。40多天来我一直高烧不退,体重从145斤降到108斤。接到诊断书的当天晚上,我在床上辗转反侧不能入眠,41岁的我有了一些积累,到了该为社会承担责任的时候,我却面临死亡,如果上帝给我一个活着的机会,我知道自己该做些什么,该怎么去活着。因为美国的医疗费用过于昂贵,我决定回国治疗。或许是我的诚心感动了上帝,回国后,经过一段时间的休养和治疗,再次复查,却发现是误诊。经过这一场疾病的洗礼,我的思想发生了质的变化。41岁前,我忙忙碌碌,但没有建立远大的目标,41岁之后,我
At the age of 41, I was working in the United States because the neck went to the hospital for a long mass. After examination, it was called “thyroid adenocarcinoma.” The American doctor told me explicitly “It’s malignant.” More than 40 days I have been fever, weight reduced from 145 pounds to 108 pounds. On the night I received the certificate, I could not sleep on my back in bed. I had some accumulation at the age of 41, and I was faced with the death when I was responsible for the society. If God gave me a living opportunity, I knew I was What to do, how to live. Because the medical expenses in the United States are too expensive, I decided to go home for treatment. Perhaps my heart touched God, returned home, after a period of recuperation and treatment, review again, but found to be misdiagnosed. After the baptism of this disease, my mind has undergone a qualitative change. Before I was 41, I was busy, but I did not set ambitious goals. After age 41, I was