1“真是难以置信!”“我们好像被困住了。”“不,我们好像总是在重复。”“也许,人的一辈子就只会剩下这一点。”我明白混血儿所说的那一点。我起身为她倒了一杯温水,放在床头柜上。我也老了,我摇摇晃晃离开床铺,又摇摇晃晃走回来,我的手有些抖,水在杯子里一圈圈打着旋,把我的脸都转成了碎片。我看见她就那么痴痴地一路望着我,一直望着我安安稳稳地重新坐回到床铺上,继续望着我,就像小时候的样子。小时候混血儿就喜欢这样子认真地看着人的脸,那时候,我并不知道 “” “” “We seem to be trapped. ” “No, we seem to always be repeating. ” “Perhaps, the rest of human life will only be left. ” I understand that half-breed said. I got up and poured a cup of warm water for her on the nightstand. I am also old, I am staggered away from the bed, and rickety walked back, my hands a little shaking, the water in the cup circle in a circle, turning my face turned into pieces. I saw her so journeying at me all the way, has been watching me safely sit back on the bed, continue to look at me, just like a child’s look. As a child, biracial children like to look at people’s faces like this seriously, at that time, I did not know