摩登天空音乐节上,沈黎辉拿着对讲机独自在四个舞台之间走来走去,他似乎对台上的表演毫无兴趣,反而盯着观众若有所思,有时会拍下两张照片。看他这副悠闲模样,一点也不像第一次举办大型音乐节的总指挥。在我心里,“沈黎辉”这个名字同时属于两个人:一个是叛逆出世的理想主义文艺摇滚青年,一个是精明人世的现实主义商业投机分子。总会在这样或那样的场合听见这样或那样的人谈起沈黎辉,深恶痛绝有之,仰之弥高有之,死心塌地有之,嗤之以鼻有之,不知情的绝难想象所有这些充满矛盾的作为和评价竟会发生在同一个人身上。“他们说得都对,我本来就是一个特别分裂的人,而且我一点也不想当好人。” At the Modern Sky Music Festival, Shen Lehui walked up and down the stage with his walkie-talkie alone. He seemed to have no interest in the stage performance. Instead, he stared at the audience for thoughtlessness and sometimes took two pictures. Look at him as a pair of leisurely look, is not like the first major music festival held conductor. In my mind, the name “Shen Lihui” belongs to two people at the same time: one is a rebellious idealistic literary rock youth, and one is a shrewd and realistic commercial speculator. Always on one occasion or another, I heard Shen Lihui talking about Shen Lihui in such or other occasions. I hate the truth. It happens to the same person. “They’re right, I was a particularly divided person, and I did not want to be good at all.”