我被困难折腾得暗淡无光很久很久以前,就有想写点文字的冲动,想记录一下自己这些年的心路历程。后来因为种种原因,一直耽搁。甚至有次,只是写了个开头,便没有继续。那张纸,一直藏在钱包的最深处,如同那个脆弱的秘密,一直被强行关在心底,触碰不得。屈指算来,知道自己是乙肝病毒携带者,已经整整10年了,在我不到26岁的生命中,竟然有10年和“乙肝”相伴,我想,那些非携带者,肯定是无法理解我们的惶恐和忐忑的。这些年,经过自己的思想调整,几乎已经可以坦然面对这一切, I was struggling to faint dull long, long time ago, there is the urge to write some words, want to record their own mental journey these years. Later, for various reasons, has been delayed. There are even times, just wrote the beginning, they did not continue. That piece of paper, has been hidden in the deepest wallet, as the fragile secret, has been forced to close my heart, could not touch. In fact, it has been ten years since I was a victim of hepatitis B virus infection. In my life as young as 26, there are even 10 years with “hepatitis B”. I think those non-carriers are definitely Can not understand our fear and shyness. In recent years, with our own ideological adjustments, it is almost certain that we can face all this calmly.