真的,我不知道说些什么。写下《黑三姑》的时候,黑姑木海买已经无常三四年了,但她的身影总在我眼前晃动,她的声音也总在我耳边萦绕。她曾经说,她不想做人,想做牛。她的话深深打动了我,让我不由得为她写下了一些文字,以纪念她的离去。黑姑给我留下了深刻的记忆,所以我的文字大多描写了她的一些琐事。那些事虽然细小,但却时刻提醒着我,她是一个木讷、敏感、隐忍而又坚强的农村女性。我同 Really, I do not know what to say. Write “black Sang”, black wood Muhai buy has thirty-four years, but her figure always in my eyes shaking, her voice is always lingering in my ears. She once said that she did not want to be a man and wanted to be a cow. Her words moved me deeply, so I could not help but write some words for her, in honor of her departure. Hell left me a deep memory, so most of my words describe some of her chores. Although these things are small, but always reminded me, she is a stiff, sensitive, forbearing and strong rural women. Me with