卧病的消息许是古丽讲给你的,你远在千里之外,寄了硕大的毛毛熊来,我猜得出你费了好大的劲才选得这份我爱的礼物,又安安静静地坐在廊前,仔仔细细地用布缝好交给邮差。我知道你又拿我当孩子看了,尤其是在病中。熊掌中握的一页纸挤满了你的焦虑、劝慰与爱怜,你惹得我流泪了。病重的因由自己是最清楚不过的,几载风雨足够终生消受。抑郁、愤懑凝结的病灶终于在体内迸发了。这也好,在这幽静无扰的环境中偷得浮生几日闲,好好地自省自觉,又可与自然贴近,在我,正是可遇不可求的妙事。 Gulou promised to tell you the disease, you are far away, sent a huge bear hair, I guess you have a great effort to choose the gift I love, and security Sitting quietly in front of the porch, carefully sewn with cloth to the postman. I know you took me when the children looked, especially in the sick. A page of paper held in the bear’s paw filled with your anxiety, comfort and compassion, you provoked me to tears. Cause of illness is the most clear of their own, a few days enough for life and bear. Depression, resentment coagulation of the lesions finally burst into the body. This is also good, in this quiet and bumpy environment stole a few leisure days, a good sense of self-examination, and close to nature, in me, it is a lucky event.