不妨告诉你,这次出发前,我就轻描淡写地和朋友刘月亮说过,我准备放弃你了,这一次是真的,放弃。刘月亮笑我,说我这些年总说放弃你,每次都言不由衷,离而不去。连戒烟的人都需要口香糖来转移那种乍一失去烟草抚慰的不安,更何况,我是要戒掉你,一个根深蒂固在我生活里的人。所以,在狼狈难入睡的雨夜我决定,去一个能给我实实在在帮助的国度。我几乎是带着懊恼起飞的。在南京临出 May wish to tell you, before this departure, I casually and friend Liu said, I’m going to give up, this time is real, give up. Liu Yue laughed at me and said that I always said to give up these years, each time you make a heartfelt concession, leaving instead. Even people who quit smoking need gum to divert the anxiety of losing the comfort of tobacco at first glance, not to mention I’m going to quit you, a person who is rooted in my life. So, in the awful nights sleepy nights I decided to go to a country that can really help me. I almost took annoyance off. Proof in Nanjing