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1994年11月6日晚,父亲说:“我累了,我要睡了。”说完就闭上双眼,安详地睡去。60多年前,他从山村走进县城,又从县城走进省城,辗转进入陶行知先生办的晓庄学校学习。在黄齐生、陶行知两位老师的教导下,父亲认识到中国知识分子有两条路可走。一条是把自己这撮“毛”附在有权有势者的“皮”上,作他们欺压百姓的帮凶;另一条是做一个正直的人。父亲毫不犹豫就选择了两位老师走的“教人求真,学做真人”的道路,并且一走就是一辈子。即使身处逆境,他也始终认定自己没有走错。“亦余心之所善兮,虽九死其犹未悔。”
On the evening of November 6, 1994, my father said, “I am tired, I am going to sleep.” Having closed my eyes, I fell asleep peacefully. More than 60 years ago, he walked into the county seat from the mountain village and went into the provincial capital again from the county seat. After that, he went to Xiaozhuang School where Mr. Tao Xingzhi runs. Under the guidance of Huang Qisheng and Tao Xingzhi, my father realized that there are two ways for Chinese intellectuals to go. One is to attach their own “hair” to the “skin” of powerful people for their bullying ancillary people; the other is to be an honest person. My father did not hesitate to choose the two teachers to take the “truth-seeking people, learn to be real people” road, and a walk is a lifetime. Even in the face of adversity, he always found himself not wrong. "I have nothing to do with my heart.