从小我就失语。当面对大家时,我无法说出自己内心的感受。所以我养成了记日记的习惯,将想说的话写下来,然后细心地保管着。到现在,我已有厚厚一摞日记本了。而我的每一本日记都是从同一个文具店买的,因为我害怕别人嘲笑我是个哑巴。18岁生日的前几天,我又照例来到那家我很熟悉 I have been aphasia since childhood. When faced with everyone, I cannot tell what I feel inside. So I got into the habit of keeping a diary, wrote down what I wanted to say, and carefully kept it. Until now, I already have a thick diary. And every one of my diaries was bought from the same stationery store because I was afraid that people would laugh at me for being dumb. A few days before the 18th birthday, I went to the house as usual and I was familiar with it.