念了半辈子經,在旧社会我始終认为当阿洪是高尚的,要高出常人一等,是人上之一;整天在寺内静养,坐吃供给,吃的喝的全靠群众,养尊处优,从不参加任何劳动,养成了好逸恶劳的坏习惯。解放后,由于党的领导教育,在思想认识上,我的觉悟虽有不断提高,但一谈到参加劳动,思想上往往就产生了矛盾:一方面认识到劳动光荣,剝削是可恥的;另一方面又觉得参加劳动苦,怕群众和别的的阿洪笑話。总之,顾虑多,犹凝畏缩的情绪重。这是我在1957年整风运动前的思想情况。經过伟大的全民整风、反右和向党交心运动,特别是在党的亲切关怀下,1958年底到天津参加了两个 Read the rest of my life, in the old society I always think that when Ah Hong is noble, higher than ordinary people, is one of the people; all day in the temple rest, eat, eat and drink thanks to the masses, pampered , Never participate in any work, develop a bad habit of indolence. After the liberation, due to the party’s leadership education, though my awareness of ideology has been constantly improving, when I talk about joining labor, ideological conflicts often arise: on the one hand, it is shameful to recognize the glorious workmanship and exploitation; on the other hand, On the one hand, I also feel engaged in hard labor, fear of the masses and other Ah Jo’s joke. In short, more concern, still condensate feelings of resentment. This is my thought before the rectification movement in 1957. After the great rectification of the entire people, the anti-right movement and the communist party movement, especially since the party’s gracious care, they joined two in Tianjin in late 1958