医院走廊上,女人孤单坐在长椅上,等待结果的时间总是特别漫长。Wi-Fi不太好用,她干脆收起手机,头靠在墙上,无聊地望着白墙发呆,往事如潮,奔涌而来。她是妈妈做了节育手术后的意外来客,妈妈一时心软留她一命,爸爸却没了公职,家里的钱也罚没了,还欠了债。家人常会抱怨,就是因为她,家里条件才变得糟糕。听得多了,她有了强烈的负罪感,觉得自己不配拥有幸福快乐,从来不敢奢望自己会拥有更好的人生。 Hospital corridor, a woman sitting alone on the bench, waiting for the results of the time is always particularly long. Wi-Fi is not easy to use, she simply put away the phone, head on the wall, boring looking at the white wall in a daze, the past raging, surging. She was an unexpected visitor after her mother had done the birth control operation. Her mother kept her for a while, while her father did not hold any public office. The money in the house was also fined and she owed the debt. Family members often complain that it is because of her that the conditions at home have become worse. Heard more, she has a strong sense of guilt, I feel unworthy of having a happy, never expect them to have a better life.