文学与我文／贾璐专业从文近十年，写出的方块字，出版了若干，发表了若干，演播了若干，各级的奖也获了若干，还混了个副高级职称，时常也有人以“青年作家”称之。但的不的却总要从心底拱出如丝如缕的感慨和惶惑。在我正应该读书的年龄，却正赶上不准我这样的人读书的时... Literary and my / Jia Lu Professional text from the paper nearly a decade, writing the word block, published a number, published a number of studio number, also received a number of awards at all levels, but also mixed a senior title, often People call themselves “young writers.” However, the total is not from the bottom of the heart arch out of the feeling and apprehension. When I was reading, I was caught up with people who were not allowed to study