写完了《苦着乐着活着》一书,心中感到释然和惑然。释然的是尽管艰难,但毕竟还是把它写出来了。它是痛苦和快乐的交织体,是一个人的成长经历,也是一段社会历史。惑然的是以后的写作路我不知该怎样走了,具体地说,是不知用什么样的文学笔调来叙写今后的人生了。我这人是很老实和严肃的,没有一点幽默感,而在《苦着乐着活着》中却一唱反调,肆意嬉笑怒骂,有时写着自己也会笑起来。譬如《今年冬天有点冷》,原本是写市里准备不足而导致市民冬天受冻,我却层层推写,最后把责任落实到人家布什总统身上,甚至大言不惭地要和布什打 Finished “painfully alive” book, feel relieved and confused. Clearly though it is difficult, but still write it out. It is painful and happy interweave, is a person’s growth experience, but also a period of social history. Puzzle is the way of writing later I do not know how to go, specifically, I do not know what kind of literary style to describe the future of life. My people are very honest and serious, without any sense of humor, but in the “bitterly happy alive” but sing a rebellion, wanton ridicule, and sometimes I write will laugh. For example, “it was a bit cold this winter”. Originally it was caused by the lack of preparation in the writing market that caused the public to suffer from the cold in winter. However, I pushed the slogan one by one and finally implemented the responsibility on President Bush, even unscrupulously.