升学考试失败不久,我感染了结核病。当时,结核病是不治之症,而且我的二位叔父、一位叔母都因结核病而死亡,我的家庭被称为“结核病家族”。那时我一心想找点儿寄托,一知半解地埋头苦读了一本书——《生命的真相》。“我们内心有个吸引灾难的磁石。生病是因为有一颗吸引生病的赢弱的心。”读到这一章节,我牢牢盯住了这些话。生病由心相投影而至的说法有些残酷,但对那时的我来说恰恰说准了。原来我叔父患了结核病,离开自己的家疗养时,我非常害怕传染,总是捏着鼻子跑过叔父睡觉的房前。而我父亲毫不犹豫地承担起看护的责任,只有我似 Soon after my entrance exam failed, I was infected with tuberculosis. At that time, tuberculosis was an incurable disease, and my two uncle and aunt died of tuberculosis. My family is called the “TB family.” At that time, I was bent on finding some sustenance and studying hard to read a book - “the truth of life”. “There’s a magnet in our heart that catches the catastrophe, and it’s sick because there’s a weak heart that attracts sickness.” "Read this chapter and I pin my eyes on those words. Sick of the conjecture is cruel, but for me at the time exactly. My uncle was originally suffering from tuberculosis, leaving their home convalescence, I am very afraid of contagion, always nostrils ran through the uncle sleep in front of the room. My father did not hesitate to take care of the responsibility, only me