为什么我在生活里一直克制自己?也许是因为对一切微小的美好都有畏惧之心。美是一种光,触到手心,空落无着,但人人都爱追寻它。即使美总是从恶的部分提炼和分离而出,它们原是共同存在,互为一体,密不可分。所以,人要对美格外小心。某种渴望被淹没、冲击、打翻和摧毁的激情,依旧在内心发出声音,仿佛来自远方大海的浪潮起伏,使人总是跃跃欲试,无法平息。世间一切美好的幻象或严酷真相,都应与它们交手过招,而不是擦身而过。不要害怕那个置之死地而后生的自己。每个人都活在自己的世界里,也只有坚定地活在自 Why I have always restrained myself in my life? Perhaps because of all the little beauty have a fear. Beauty is kind of light, touching the palm of your hand, empty, but everyone loves to pursue it. Even if the United States always extracts and separates the evil parts, they are originally co-existing and intertwined. Therefore, people should be extremely careful about the United States. A passion eager to be submerged, shocked, knocked over and destroyed still sounds in the heart, as if the wave of ups and downs coming from the distant sea makes people eager and unable to calm down. All good illusions or harsh truths in the world should be dealt with instead of passing through them. Do not be afraid of the self-sacrificing life. Everyone lives in their own world and only lives firmly in their own hands