《朽坏》取材于我失业之后的真实经历。在很长一段时间里,受卡夫卡、佩索阿的影响,我痴迷于“游历头脑中的第八大洲”的说法,认定自己没有走出屋子的必要,“这世界将飘飘然在我面前扭动”。写作的自传性被很多人认为是不成熟的表现,但我固执地相信,这里面有一种可贵的真诚。我以为只要自己足够诚实地面对内心,就永远不会缺少写作的素材。这当然是一种自我安慰,“认识自己”从来都不是一件容易的事,而且就像昆德拉所说的那样,对自我的探究总是会以悖论式的不满足而告终,最后呈现出来的极有可能只是碎 “Badness” is based on my real experience after I was unemployed. For a long time, under the influence of Kafka and Pessoa, I was obsessed with the idea of ​​“traveling through the eighth continent in my head” and determined I did not need to get out of the house. “This world will be floating in the air Twist in front of me ”. Autobiographical writing is considered immature by many people, but I stubbornly believe there is a valuable truth in it. I thought that as long as I am honest enough to face my heart, I will never lack the material for writing. This is certainly a kind of self-comforting, “knowing yourself” is never easy, and as Kundera puts it, the exploration of oneself will always end in paradoxical dissatisfaction , The last show is most likely just broken