绝症的宣判给了我自己很多的感悟和思考,我是那么强烈地感受到了生活的美好,那么强烈地感受到想要活下来的渴望,那么强烈地感到生命的宝贵和时间的紧迫,那么强烈地想在有生之年能体现自我对社会、对家庭的价值。记得一天在病榻前,丈夫问我有什么自己的愿望,我平静的回答他,如果我现在走了,有两件事让我感到遗憾,一是女儿尚小,还没有将她按我的愿望培养成为一个有能力、能够自立的人,我还有那么多的想法没有来得及实现。二是还没有机会让我在转业后的工作中施展自己,还没能体现自己此生的人生价值。 Sentence of terminally ill gave me a lot of insights and thinking, I feel so strongly the beauty of life, so strongly felt the desire to survive, so strongly felt the precious life and the urgency of time, so strong In the lifetime want to reflect their own social, family values. I remember one day before the sickbed, my husband asked me what my wishes, I calmly answer him, if I go now, there are two things that I regret, first daughter is still young, have not put her as I wish To cultivate to be a capable, self-reliant man, I still have so many thoughts that I can not achieve. Second, there is no opportunity for me to display my skills in my post-transfer work and I have not been able to reflect the life value of my life.