许多年后,有个记者来到谷雨村,采访陆小兰。于是,陆小兰又看到了自己,19岁的自己,站在县剧院的舞台上。她第一次发现还有比教室大得多的屋子,密密麻麻地坐满了人。那时候的她,还没学会游离于自身之外去欣赏自己,她只是懵懂地站在聚光灯下,带着点兴奋和紧张,和台上的其他老师一样,准备接受一份至高的荣耀。 Many years later, a reporter came to Guyu Village and interviewed Lu Xiaolan. So, Lu Xiaolan saw himself, 19-year-old himself, standing on the stage of the county theater. For the first time, she found that there was still a much larger room than the classroom, crowded with people. At that time, she had not yet learned to free himself from outside to appreciate her. She just stood in the spotlight with a sense of excitement and tension, and was prepared to receive a supreme honor as the other teachers on the stage.