一如今,大伯和娘舅都已经去世。这两个代表着我父系和母系家族的血缘联系人都因病英年早逝后,就像割断了脐带精血,我与故乡的距离越来越远。人到中年,随着亲人们的一一离去,喜悦的事情逐步减少,而疼痛竟成为一种常态,这种疼痛不仅是生理意义上的疼痛,更多的是来自于心灵深处对生命无常的恐惧和敬畏,以及对于爱的无法回馈的伤感。 Nowadays, both Uncle and Uncle have died. Both of these blood relatives, representing my paternal and matriarchal families, have been farther and farther away from my hometown, just as she died of illness after she died young. Middle-aged people, with the loved ones one by one leave, the joy of things gradually reduced, and the pain has become a normal state, this pain is not only physical pain, more from the depths of the soul Fear and awe of life impermanence, as well as sadness that can not be repayed for love.