秀莲离我而去了 ,由于呼吸障碍、说话困难 ,她一句话都没有留下来便含恨地走了 ,永远地走了 !这是我无法接受而又必须痛苦接受的现实。我们相知相伴五十年 ,她的音容笑貌、往日的生活情景不时浮现在我们眼前 ,令我寝食难安、苦痛莫名。我们相识于哈尔滨 ,是东北鲁艺学院迁校这 Lotus show away from me, because of breathing difficulties, difficult to speak, she did not stay a word to go hate, go forever! This is my reality I can not accept but must be painful to accept. We know each other for fifty years, her sound and smile, past life scene from time to time surface in front of us, so I sleepless nights, pain inexplicable. We know each other in Harbin and are relocating to the Northeast Luyi University