冬雨连绵的日子里读完了费振钟的历史散文集《堕落时代》,一时感触良多却又理不成行。于是,只能默默地坐在窗前,看外面如泣如诉的青灰的天幕,以及小屋内一灯流荡的明黄。蓦然间,想到去年的冬天,也是雨季,好像更寒冷些,读完的是另一部历史长篇《北大之父蔡元培》。有些巧合的是,在这两个雷同的时空里,所读的两本书虽涉及的时代不同、且各有精彩,但内容都是关于我们民族知识分子旧事的。而当我读罢掩卷时,同样有一种意味深长的惆怅弥漫开来——这惆怅夹杂在江南的冬雨里,益发显得 During the rainy winter days, I read the historical essay collection “Fallen Times” by Fei Zhenzhong, and I felt a lot of times but did not do it. So, can only sit silently in front of the window, look outside as weeping canopy of the gray canopy, as well as the lush yellow light inside the cabin. Suddenly, think of last winter’s winter, but also the rainy season, it seems colder, finished reading is another long history, “Father of Peking University Cai Yuanpei.” In some coincidences, in these two similar time and space, the two books read differ in time and are wonderful, but the content is all about the old stories of our national intellectuals. And when I read the cover volume, there is also a profound melancholy that permeates melancholy - this melancholy mixed in the winter rain in the south, the benefits appear