我没有想到,我那一次回头,竟成了与她此生的永别。一个时代的标号在我转身的那一刹那就此不在了。去年年底要过小年的时候,她就不在了。我没有想到她走得这么急。去年她老伴去世的时候我曾去看望过她,而今她的离去,更让我空留许多怀念。去年重阳节我去看她,还给她的老伴带了一副象棋。我看见她一个人在饭店的厨房背身坐着,看到我来了,她问我:“老爷子没了,你知道不?老爷子没啦。”我愣住了,然后才知道,一直和她拌嘴常被她欺负的老伴金大爷,在他生日的前几天没了。她步履蹒跚地领我到她的房间。屋里乱乱的,一看就是好多天没住人了。她让我坐,然后她自己低着头坐在床边。她脸 I did not expect, I turned back to that time, has become the farewell with her life. The mark of an era is no longer the moment I turn around. She was gone when she was young until the end of last year. I did not expect her to go so fast. Last year, when her husband died, I went to visit her and now she leaves me leaving a lot of memories. Last year’s Chung Yeung Festival I went to see her, and brought her husband with a pair of chess. I saw her sitting back in the kitchen of the hotel alone and saw me coming. She asked me: “Father is gone, do not you know Father?” "I was stunned, and I knew Her husband Kim, who had been bullied by her, was gone a few days before his birthday. She hobbled me to her room. House chaos, a look that many days did not live in people. She let me sit, then she sat down by the bed with her head down. Her face