火车上两天一夜的旅程结束后，我便正式成了一个真正意义上的新兵连的战士。 每天训练时的操场上，除了号令声就是喘息声，而在这些喘息声中，我的喘息声可能是最惨的一个，用班长的话说就是那里面有一半带了哭音。我安慰自己：“以你的体能素质，新兵连结束考核，你只要能及格就算你优秀。”不只如此，我还以一个形象的寓言故事强化这种安慰：龟兔赛跑，兔子的目标是赢得比赛，而乌龟的目标只是跑完全程。 训练到第二周时，上面传下一个消息让渐渐平静下来的新兵连复又沸腾了起来——师里将择优选出一个侦察连，各连前20名将有资格参加初选。 其实大家对侦察连究竟是什么样子并不是很了解，只是从字面听它很威风很诱人，另外，前20名的界定条件也点燃了那些正青春气盛的少年斗志。 我也同样，兴奋之情溢于言表，但只持续了几分钟。 几分钟后，冷静地分析一下自己的情况，我便泄气了，我决定放弃竞逐。晚上，躺在床铺上，对自己失望的情绪浪一样一阵高过一阵，翻来覆去无法入睡。 After two days and one night’s journey on the train, I formally became a soldier in the real sense. On the playground every day, except for the command sound, I was breathing. In my breath, my breathing was probably the worst. In the words of the monitor, there was half with cries. I consoled myself: “With your physical fitness, recruits even test, as long as you pass the elite even if you are outstanding.” Not only that, I also reinforce this consolation with an image of the fable story: the tortoise and the hare race, the rabbit’s goal is to win The game, and the tortoise’s goal is to run the whole process. By the second week of training, the next message was passed on to reclaim the calming recruit again and again - the division would select a reconnaissance company and each of the top 20 will qualify for the primaries. Actually, everyone is not very familiar with the reconnaissance even though it is very enticing to hear it literally. In addition, the definition of the top 20 also ignites those young and energetic young morale. I too, the excitement overflowing, but only lasted a few minutes. After a few minutes, calmly analyze their own situation, I am discouraged, I decided to give up the competition. In the evening, lying on the bed, waved over his disappointment waves for a while, unable to fall asleep again and again.