我所居住的地方是一个被海水四面包围的小岛。海水蓝汪汪的,像铺了一层蓝缎。面对这样的海水,我的心境总是很好,总是很遐想的看海水慢慢潮涌。其实在很多时候我的心境是很不好的,因为我是个失去走路快感的残障人。我喜欢用残障这个词,是对自己一种心理暗示,总认为没有废掉,总希望自己还有用处。我心境不好的时候,一般总想吼上一嗓子,或者摔一点什么,这很大程度上是一种表示,表示声音的响起才 The place I live in is a small island surrounded by sea water. Blue sea blue, like a layer of blue satin. In the face of such a sea of ​​water, my mood is always good, always reverie to see the sea slowly surging. In fact, in many cases, my state of mind is very bad, because I am a disabled person who lost the pleasure of walking. I like to use the word disability, which is a kind of psychological suggestion to myself, I always think it is not abolished, and I always want to be of any use. When my state of mind is not good, I usually want to roar a throat, or throw something, which is largely a representation that the voice sounded