她睁开眼睛,视线对上头顶暗沉的天花板。晨光从窗帘的缝隙里挤入,在黑暗中愈发刺眼。她仿若未曾察觉,只是眼帘缓缓地翕动着,没有聚焦。又是新的一天,没有意义的一天。她不明白,为什么这个世界总是对她视而不见,她的努力像大海里的一朵浪花,还没卷起就已经被扑倒。她还是一个小女孩的时候,被挚 She opened her eyes and glared at the dull ceiling above her head. The morning light squeezed through the crevices of the curtains and became more glare in the darkness. As if she had not noticed, she just slowly moved her eyes and did not focus. It is a new day, a meaningless day. She did not understand why the world had always turned a blind eye to her. Her efforts were like a spray in the sea and she had already been flown down before she got curled up. When she was a little girl, she was sincere