这是内心的自省。我交朋友即使感到有负于人,即使受良心的折磨,我也不作形式上的悔过。这种痛苦超过良心的责备。但十七年中间发生了变化,自己不知从什么地方找到一种面具,戴上它用刻刀在上面刻上奇怪形状,反而以丑为美。再发展下去便是残害人类的十年,将人作狗。我受了不少折? This is the inner self-examination. Even though I have made friends feeling guilty of being negative, I will not be formally repentance even if I am tortured by my conscience. This pain goes beyond the blame of conscience. However, some changes took place in the middle of the 17th year. I did not know where to find a mask and weared it with a graver, and weirdly shaped it with a graver. Instead, it was ugly. Redevelopment is a decade of mutilation to mankind and man as a dog. I received a lot of folds?