读书的感觉是不一样的。有的书,夜里读过,翻一个身就忘,连一个好梦也没留下;有的书,一旦读过,撂它十年八年也忘不了。记得20年前,曾通过关系,搞到一本盖有“内部发行,仅供参考”文字图章的长篇小说——《豺狼的日子》。那时,我辈青年才算开了眼界:原来世界上还有这样惊心动魄的事!一个世界上任何情报机构都不知晓 The feeling of reading is not the same. Some books, read at night, turn over a body forget, even a dream did not leave; some books, once read, 撂 it can not forget ten years and eight years. I remember 20 years ago, through the relationship, I got a novel entitled “The Death of a Wolf,” stamped with an “internal distribution for reference only.” At that time, my young generation was considered as an eye-opening: there was such a soul-stirring thing in the world! No intelligence agency in the world knows it