我感觉自己走到了生命的尽头,因为这是我的心愿。这两天,我一直在烧,一份一份地烧(之所以要花两天的时间,是因为我有时在重读),烧掉我所有的手稿、我那些已逝思绪的笔记、草稿,甚至那些我本不可能写就的段落。我毫不犹豫,可内心的隐痛却迟迟不去:这是辞行的代价,为的是决绝此生 I feel myself reached the end of life, because it is my wish. These two days, I have been burning, burned one by one (reason to spend two days, because I am sometimes re-read), burn all my manuscripts, my thoughts and thoughts have gone down, draft, Even those paragraphs that I could not write. I do not hesitate, but the inner pain can not delay: This is the price of farewell, in order to pass this life