去年春天,我闭门读历史,本来只是想利用休假补补课,没想到一下子被拽了进去。等到出来,有一种从激流之中好不容易爬上岸的虚脱感,对眼前的一切也有了奇怪的空洞感觉。那些惊心动魄,那些波澜壮阔,那些一念之间,那些万劫不复,那些忍辱和雪耻,那些挣扎和毁灭,那些意志和欲念的角力,关系着历史的走向,关系着千万人的生死荣辱,影响 Last spring, I closed my door and read the history. I just wanted to make use of the vacation remedy class and did not expect to be dragged in at once. When it came out, there was a sense of emptiness that finally climbed ashore from the torrent, and strange strangeness to everything in sight. Those soul-stirring, those magnificent, between those thoughts, those beyond redemption, those who benevolence and shame, those struggling and destruction, those will and desire wrestle, is related to the historical trend, is related to the lives and deaths of millions of people, the impact of