Four months after losing her husband and soulmate, Ekaterina Gordeeva is back on skates, raising their daughter and drawing strength from his memory. He is gone, irretrievably, and yet he is everywhere. As she moves about her spacious condominium in Simsbury,Conn., her husband smiles from photographs in nearly every room. “I have left everything just the way it was before,” says Ekateri- He is gone, irretrievably, and yet he is everywhere. As she moves about her spacious condominium in Simsbury, Conn. , her husband smiles from photographs in nearly every room. “I have left everything just the way it was before,” says Ekateri-