原来,他是一边自考,一边打工的愤青啊!刹那,我发现他看我的目光俨然:瞧,一只腐朽的苍蝇! 大学毕业后,我被分配回到家乡的山沟里,我不能接受这样的命运,我要抗争。几年后的一个冬天,我只身到了石家庄。面对鳞次栉比的高楼大厦,穿梭在潮水般的人流中,陌生的城市气息吞没了我,莫名的恐慌和深深的自卑不可抑制地膨胀,整个人缩小成了一粒尘埃。我渴求被社会承认,被城市接纳,却只有被排挤 Originally, he was self-examination, while working on an angry young man ah! At that moment, I found him to see my eyes as if: Look, a decadent flies! After graduating from college, I was assigned back to the home of the ravine, I can not accept this Fate, I want to fight. A few years later, a winter, I only went to Shijiazhuang. The face of row upon row of high-rise buildings, shuttle in the tidal flow of people, strange city atmosphere engulfed me, inexplicable panic and deep inferior self-depressing inflation, the whole person reduced to a dust. I long for social recognition, accepted by the city, but only marginalized