《个人的体验》(1964)是作者在极端苦闷之中创作的一部以自身经历为题材的长篇小说。这部作品的主人公是一位名叫鸟的27岁的教师,正当他的青春里塞满了事业的繁忙时,他的妻子生下了他们的第一个孩子,一个头盖骨缺损、脑组织外溢的病儿。生死未卜的孩子被送进了医院,鸟也因此而处于一种上下无着的状态之中。为了寻求慰藉,鸟造访了昔日情人火见子。火见子的丈夫早已自杀,这种不寻常的经历却成了她的多元宇宙论的基础,当然也就成了她劝鸟把婴儿的生与死相对化的理论依据。面 “Personal Experience” (1964) is a novel written by the author in his extreme distress about his own experiences. The protagonist of the work, a 27-year-old teacher named Bird, just as his youth was packed with a busy career, his wife gave birth to their first child, a skull defect, brain tissue spillover Sick child. The child, who is still dead, is taken to the hospital and the bird is therefore in a state of up and down. In search of comfort, the bird visited the former lover’s fire see. Her husband, who had witnessed the flames of fire, had already committed suicide. This unusual experience has become the basis of her multi-cosmology and, of course, has become her theoretical basis for persuading the birds to relativize the life and death of a baby. surface