这是什么地方依然是如此的荒凉/那无尽的旅程如此漫长/我是永远向着远方独行的浪子——许巍《故乡》乡关何处我是祖母一手带大的,对她的感情远胜于我的母亲。记事起,我就和祖母住在一起,她一直扮演着母亲的角色。父亲常年在铁路上班,很少回家。我上初中那年,他才调回县城工作。我一直没有学会在母亲跟前撒娇,她总是偏爱两个妹妹,祖母为了我没少跟她拌嘴,至少我的童年是这样的。祖母去世后,母亲和我的感情就更微妙了。二十年的异乡生活,把本来不很亲密的关系变得更客气了。在故乡与异乡的隔阂中, This place is still so desolate / that endless journey is so long / I am forever solitary prodigal son - Xu Wei “hometown” where the township where I am a grandmother with big hand, her feelings far better than my mother. I remember living with my grandmother, she has always played the role of mother. Father perennial railway work, rarely go home. When I was in junior high school, he called back to the county work. I have never learned to be spoiled before my mother. She always favors two younger sisters. My grandmother did not bother me with her. At least my childhood was like that. My grandmother’s death and my feelings are more subtle. Twenty years of foreign life, the already not very intimate relationship has become more polite. In the estrangement between hometown and foreign land,