我是旧社会过来的知識分子,在旧社会里讀过18年书,受过比較系統的资产阶級教育,中毒很深。解放以来,經过历次政治运动,虽然有了一些进步,但资产阶级的立场和观点并沒有根本改变。因此,对党的事业不是全心全意而是三心二意。腐朽的资产阶級个人主义在我的身上非常突出。我处处考虑着个人的名誉地位,斤斤計較个人的得失。 I was an intellectual from the old society. I read 18 years of books in the old society and received relatively systematic bourgeois education. I was deeply poisoned. After the liberation, despite all the progress made by the political campaigns of the past, the positions and opinions of the bourgeoisie have not fundamentally changed. Therefore, it is not half-heartedness but devotion to the Party’s cause. Decaying bourgeois individualism stands out to me. I consider the reputation of individuals everywhere, preoccupied with personal gains and losses.