记得还是我在读高一的时候,因为刚从普通中学转到省重点中学,心里不免有点惶惑。初中三年,我一直是稳坐年级第一把交椅的佼佼者,自视颇高。可就在到重点高中后的第一次期中考试时,我竟然被远远地抛在了20名之后,挫败感和失落感油然而生,对学校的活动提不起兴趣,对学习更提不起劲,心中有一种被隔离在学校“主流圈”外的感觉。虽然那时候的情绪在现已成年的我看来显得很幼稚可笑,可当时总觉得失却了老师的宠爱,失却了同学们的拥戴是最最伤心的事。于是整日闷闷不乐,自我放逐。期末考试以后,学校寄来了成绩单,我偷偷一个人胆 I still remember when I was a freshman, because just transferred to the provincial secondary schools from ordinary high school, my heart can not help but be a little bewildered. Junior high school for three years, I have been sitting in the best position of the leader, since high. But just after my first mid-term exam at the key high school, I was thrown far behind at 20, feeling frustrated and losing feeling spontaneously, not interested in school activities, not to mention learning Active, there is a feeling of isolation in the school “mainstream circle ” outside the feeling. Although the emotions at that time were very childish and ridiculous to me now that I was an adult, it was always felt that I had lost the favor of the teacher and it was the saddest thing to lose my classmates’ support. So depressed all day, self-exile. After the final exam, the school sent a transcript, I secretly guts a person