这是我第一次站在手术室门口。我死死地盯着头顶上的灯,盼着外祖母平安归来。十几岁的我,还承受不了太坏的结果。站在我旁边的爸妈,相互倚靠,一起祈祷。坐在椅子上的外祖父目光坚定地看着手术室大门。看样子,他坚信外祖母没事。我猜,手术室内的医生一定很忙。可是,他们一定不知道手术室门外的安静有多可怕。我想起外祖母和我一路欢笑,手牵着手去商店的场景, This is the first time I stood in front of the operating room. I stared at the lamp overhead, looking forward to my grandmother safe return. I am a teenager, can not bear too bad results. Parents standing next to me, mutual trust, praying together. Grandfather sitting in a chair looking at the operating room door firmly. It seems that he firmly believes that her grandmother is fine. I guess the doctor in the operating room must be very busy. However, they must not know how scary the quiet outside the operating room. I am reminded of grandmother and I laugh all the way, holding hands to the store scene,