或许令她剑拔弩张的从来都不是我,而是生活中所有已知或未知的、无可奈何的改变,而我只是恰巧在离她最近的地方罢了。1总有人说我是个孤僻的孩子。我总想反驳他们说我已经不是孩子。可反驳有什么用呢?反正没有人在听我说话,他们只是自以为是地下着结论。刚住进宿舍的时候我觉得这种经历很新奇,毕竟过去的十五年里我从没离开家独自在外过夜。 Perhaps she was never tense me, but all known or unknown change in life, and I just happen to be in the immediate vicinity of her nothing. Someone always says I am a lonely child. I always want to refute them that I am not a child. Can I refute what is the use? Anyway, no one is listening to me, they are only self-righteous underground conclusion. When I first came to the dorm, I felt that this experience was very new. After all, I’ve never been away from home alone for the last fifteen years.