我是一名肾功能衰竭加泌尿系统肿瘤的患者,我的精神经常处在一种紧张、惊恐、委屈和焦躁等各种不良情绪之中。那时,经过4次手术,我的肿瘤开始稳定下来。但是,我必须进行透析治疗。经过一两个月每日两次的腹透治疗,我的身体竟奇迹般地有了明显的改善。这期间,我脑子里经常想起的就是作家史铁生在《我的丁一之 I am a patient with renal failure and urological tumors. My spirit is often in a variety of negative emotions such as nervousness, horror, grievances and anxiety. At that time, my tumor started to stabilize after 4 surgeries. However, I have to dialysis treatment. My body has miraculously improved markedly after transperitoneal dialysis, once or twice a month or two. During this period, I often think of the mind is the writer Shi Tiesheng in "my Ding Yi